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Disappointed

by Oxsener

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During a mixing session in Wisseloord Studio’s, Hilversum (NL) things got from bad to worse. After a six hour struggle I quit and started a new song from scratch. Wrote and recorded it by myself in four hours, driven by sheer frustration and that dopamine rush you have when you feel you’re on to something. Technically Disappointed is probably far from perfect, but fuck it: it’s raw, it’s real and it’s me.

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How many times have I been in this loop hole
How many times have I been wondering why
Why everytime when someone steps on my heart
I feel the urge to apologize

My anger hits a wall of incomprehension
My hurting hoovers like a boomerang
It won’t be long before your tears run down
And I give in

You say I’m hard to please
Don’t be so negative
I’m just easily disappointed

Every time I fight the same old fight
Til I can’t tell my wrong from right
Waiting for a simple sorry
That would good enough for me

But in the end I am the fucking problem
My expectations were way too high
And now I drag myself through the mud
To make things right

You say I’m hard to please
Don’t be so negative
I felt a bit destroyed
But that’s all relative
It’s not you, it’s me
Let’s keep things positive
I’m just easily disappointed

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released April 12, 2024
P. Oxsener

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Oxsener Purmerend, Netherlands

I’m Oxsener, my friends call me Patrick. I sing, I song, I write, I wrong. You might not know me from the band Herb’s Excellent Adventure: you should definitely check them out. Just like in real life, I completely lack any sense of style. What comes out, comes out the way it comes out, and if I don’t like it, I can just sod off.

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